Thursday, October 17, 2013

I Need an Excuse

When everything is working, not just functional but firing on all available cylinders you are left with two opposed feelings - conflicting feelings.
Satisfaction - everything is working, and well at that!
Guilt - So why am I not more successful?

All my excuses are gone in a sense. Now, the only things I can blame to are external - and that in itself is a cheap shot I refuse to use.
It's on me to push my art - my mission is to hand out as many business cards as humanly possible.
Who but me is responsible?
I can wait a lifetime for another Brian Epstein to find, acknowledge and craft me into the next Beatle or...

Or I can laugh with a bit of gusto and sally forth, tally ho...see what happens.
It is in my hands.

It is up to me. Always has been but the reminder is timely now and again.

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